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6th November 2003

4:26pm: ooo look at this
lol..well i almost forgot that i had this thing. lol. well i have also been prety busy there i have only had one weekend when i was here and that was b/c i had to RSA woohoo fun the rest of the weekends i have been going donw to PA to visit my boyfriend Adam :) and going up to visit Emy adn paul smiths....Adam had introducted me to climbing which is awesome it is scary as all hell sometimes but i love it and Adams says that i'm really good for a beginer...well school has been ok kinda really boring i'm ready for it to be over only 3 more semesters and sfter this yr i'm hoping it will be a lot better...this semester i have some crazy teachers...
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: nothing

5th September 2003

7:48pm: yay the first weekend at caz
...and it sucks so far no one wants to drink!! well oh well for them cause i'm lol thats right by my self..well only for a while i hopoe adam is comming!! yay he should be here soon and mon said that she might drink with us...but then that would kinda be boring just me mon and adam so we have to find more people or somthing!!!! and ricahrd is working. emy i miss you !!!!!!!!!!!!! you would be drinking with me right now:( i guess that they are getting really strick in shove they want the whole party rep. for it to go away..dumb i dont know...
went to chardes last night i dont think that i spelled that right lol oh well it wasnt as bad as i though it would be with out emy although we did miss her the forever young song come on and richard and i had a i miss emy lots moment...:( matt tryed to dance with me i asy tryed b/c he cant dance lol like at all it is the funnyest thing that i've ever seen autum and i tryed relaly hard to teach him it wasnt working so well though....ahhhhhh i want some one to drink with!!!!!!!....man even kim is on duty what is this...one set back of having almsot all ur friends being ras i guess....and there is club caz tonight...:P that just isnt any fun unless you are tottally wasted of course lol i miss moose island beer from placid that is def the best beer the reg. labatt blue almost isnt doing it for me its kinda gross
ok i have to find someone now!!!
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: the ataris
7:39pm: HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!
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27th July 2003

9:43pm: wow i almost forgot that i had this thing
so interesting it has been so far this summer to make it as sort as possible cause i havent writin in so long that if i put in every detail it would be impossibly long ill just put in the highlights...
been up to vivst emy alot yay for the adirondack lodge it has saved me this summer aling with emy
went to big day out 3 that was awsome i crowd surfed gooo me and i went for like ever too it was great yay for crowd surfing
got james a job at the adirondack lodge yay for james
james emy and i are going camping and to the warp tour at darien lakes...thats gonna be soo cool
not really working at the track anymore just reserve america dint want to spend all my summmer working
went to great exscape with emy and james and the rest of my fam
o ya and emy and i photographed our firts weding and got payed for it!!!!!!!!!!
although we only mdae about 80.00 each...thats ok though yay for photography!!!
went to vivst justin at his new apptment that is like 20 mins from my house
got a cd player in my car
got my tires fixed now my stering wheel dosent shake big yay!!
hiked mt joe in the rain drunk with out a flash light gave up and slepted on mt joe in the rain..without a flash light...not alone though
went swimming in the lake at night drunk..
went to visit the college kids were emys parents live in the summer saw james drunk for the first time it was sooo freaking funny!

hummm...lets see what else....

i cant relaly think of anythign else..although i'm sure that there is more

oh well i will up date later

o damn i know...haha went to cananda for canada day that was soo cool we stayed in a hostle and they messed up our reserveation so emy adn i got a provate room for only a little bit more...we got to drink ayya for being legal!! we only had 120$$ sad sad it was bur still a whole lot of fun!!!!...

ok i think that i'm done...
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: silence

30th May 2003

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10:18pm: so ummm ya
so ya nothing at all has been going on wish that this undate could be interesting.....lets see i've worked...and worked and worked some more....gooo me
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: the TV

25th May 2003

4:25pm: update on job stauts
goo for me i got a job at the track as a sercurity perons it was great he didnt even lok at our application he was just like ok go and get ur uniformors i get a rent a cop uniform lol it is awsome it comes with a badge and every thing its great lol...so on june 7th where going down to new york city for a job down there we have to be at the saratoga track at 5:00 and there going to be gone untill 1am it is going to be a very long day...we get 150 $$ for it though so ya for us (and by us i mean my brother and i) the guys there are really cool to there funny old guys o its gonna be great yay for the track no all i ahve to do is change my hours at reserve america...
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: james sucking at playing his guitar
4:23pm: Back at home
Well i havent up dated in like forever mostly b/c for some reaons i dont have an account here at home so i ahev to get on one of my siblings accounts and i dont know why but the block that my parents put on there account wont let me on live journal..dont ask i ahve no idea so i got around that by getting on my parents account gooo for being kinda smart. So not much has been going on here...nothing ever dose i am home besides working ...Reserve America which is getting really boring so i made the choice to apply to the track as a sercurity position the guys there were really ncie and it is 7 $$ and hour and i will get to be out side all day, hopfully there will be some cute boys working there and i will be were all the action is hopfully lol...but school i havent writen about the lat 2 or 3 weekends i dont know but to recap
one weekend we went to justins school SLU..well it isnt anymore he graduation
CONGRATULATIONS JUSTIN!!!!!
so anyways that weekend was fun..
i jumped a fence
i tiped back in a non tip chair and broke myslelf
i jumped out a window..only first floor..and jumped back in the other one
we ate another whole block of cheese lol
justins friends were cool
neil didnt drink so he did sit ups i mean pushs ups
i riped my sweatshirt jumping over the fence....and we were really drunk like usaul
ok next weekend...i think
big party in emys room
a bucnh of people were ther including clint who we never relaly drnk with before
the sercuity gard came to the door and asked us who was winning..we didnt even get in truble
kim was sick a lot in emys trash can
ummmmm......we all got relaly drunk agian....got a talk from marty the RD about keeping him up untill 1am

next weekend
last weekend beofre graduation 1st night
so we moved the party to my room
party in farber dont get many of those lol
ok so new people to add to the party clint clints best friend dave and kate.
ok so relaly drunk kissed a lot of people richard david and matt yep dont remeber much of that
everyone left dave came back in the bath rom while i was bruch my teeth and i told him to go away
next night last night at caz
ok well dave mean drunk relaly mean drunk to make a lot story short sercurty was called they couldnt handle him then the police was called he beat one of the cops up burt the cops knee was sent to jail for the night with a 500$$ fine and by the next day everyone on campus knew about it it was crazy
then emys graduation day i was really nice and sad and nice and then we moved out and went home i miss caz and my friends everyone here kinda sucks
ok well somewhere in all of those drunkness weekends we all went to my house for a BBQ a bon fire and geocaching by all of us i mean me and emy and richard and matt it was all sorts of fun my matt from hwere came to vivst that was fun...i dont know about him though cause i know that he is kinda shy but it seemed liked he liked me when he was at my house but i havent really talked to him seince online every now and again but not anymore then that eh that is what the track is for to meet new people yay for new people and a better job :)
Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: my brother attempting to play stair way to heaven

24th May 2003

11:34pm: back at home
Well i havent up dated in like forever mostly b/c for some reaons i dont have an account here at home so i ahev to get on one of my siblings accounts and i dont know why but the block that my parents put on there account wont let me on live journal..dont ask i ahve no idea so i got around that by getting on my parents account gooo for being kinda smart. So not much has been going on here...nothing ever dose i am home besides working ...Reserve America which is getting really boring so i made the choice to apply to the track as a sercurity position the guys there were really ncie and it is 7 $$ and hour and i will get to be out side all day, hopfully there will be some cute boys working there and i will be were all the action is hopfully lol...but school i havent writen about the lat 2 or 3 weekends i dont know but to recap
one weekend we went to justins school SLU..well it isnt anymore he graduation
CONGRATULATIONS JUSTIN!!!!!
so anyways that weekend was fun..
i jumped a fence
i tiped back in a non tip chair and broke myslelf
i jumped out a window..only first floor..and jumped back in the other one
we ate another whole block of cheese lol
justins friends were cool
neil didnt drink so he did sit ups i mean pushs ups
i riped my sweatshirt jumping over the fence....and we were really drunk like usaul

ok next weekend...i think
big party in emys room
a bucnh of people were ther including clint who we never relaly drnk with before
the sercuity gard came to the door and asked us who was winning..we didnt even get in truble
kim was sick a lot in emys trash can
ummmmm......we all got relaly drunk agian....got a talk from marty the RD about keeping him up untill 1am


next weekend
last weekend beofre graduation 1st night
so we moved the party to my room
party in farber dont get many of those lol
ok so new people to add to the party clint clints best friend dave and kelly..i think her name is i'm sure that i'm wrong about that though lol
ok so relaly drunk kissed a lot of people richard david and matt yep dont remeber much of that
everyone left dave came back in the bath rom while i was bruch my teeth and i told him to go away

next night last night at caz
ok well dave mean drunk relaly mean drunk to make a lot story short sercurty was called they couldnt handle him then the police was called he beat one of the cops up burt the cops knee was sent to jail for the night with a 500$$ fine and by the next day everyone on campus knew about it it was crazy

then emys graduation day i was really nice and sad and nice and then we moved out and went home i miss caz and my friends everyone here kinda sucks

ok well somewhere in all of those drunkness weekends we all went to my house for a BBQ a bon fire and geocaching by all of us i mean me and emy and richard and matt it was all sorts of fun my matt from hwere came to vivst that was fun...i dont know about him though cause i know that he is kinda shy but it seemed liked he liked me when he was at my house but i havent really talked to him seince online every now and again but not anymore then that eh that is what the track is for to meet new people yay for new people and a better job :)
Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: the dryer.....

7th May 2003

12:49am: Harvard!!!!
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Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: the lucky ones
12:32am: wow i cant spell
wow i just re-read my last entrie and ya i cant spell at all i should work on that one lol
Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: Evanescence.....still
12:25am: yay for more cool internships
so i gor an e-mail today from adirondack life about an intership though this proffesional freelance photogrpaher that lives in lake placid so i might be able to live in lake placid either this summer or next...which would be all sorts of fun yay for interships lol...i just have to get a bucmh of things ready like my portfoilo to show them...so that is gonna cost money...and we are going to have to go home tomarrow to gte some of my pictures for it oo to much stuff to do..to little money...it isnt even the time issue...but if i dont end up getting th eintership ther this summer i do have wonderful reserve america to go back to :\..
Current Mood: weird
Current Music: Evanescence

6th May 2003

2:17am: i wish

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Current Music: donnie darko soundtrack
1:52am: cheese!!
ok i'm gonna make this as short as possible lol i have a lot ot write about

ok friday: last day of classes yay...we drank...i think...i cant really rmeber accully..i'm sure that we did ok yes we did a lot of vodka and juice...richard had his crew meet the next day....

saterday: richard had to gte up relaly early to go to that poor richard he was tired...then at about 11:00ish mon emy matt and i were on our way to whitney point were the meet was....we accully atarted on our way ther at about 12:00 we had to get bagles and that was in the opposite direction...so then we were off

we lost a lot por crew team they tryed lol but it was like we are use to wining or anything..richards sister came down to watch it she was fun....ok so then emy mon matt and i left the meet and contiued down to binghamton to see patrick..i cant believ that i got up the nerve to do that but i did and it was fun we got a whole lot of lots in bighamton in the city and in the college that place is huge...but we played frisbee and ddr..it was fun to hang out with him his friends were fun too...we didnt get to stay long we left at like 7ish....so then we drank again that night 2nd night int a row....that wasnt to exciteing we just drank in richards room and played higher and lower...

sunday night yay for no classes on monday: so we drank again lol shh dont tell...3rd night in a row but this time it was a party for the crew team it was werid drinking witha bucnh of people that i have never drank with before but it was fun i was president like 3 times in a row thats a new recored for me goooo me lol....the sean boy that was there was kinda cute but he didnt tlak much so i lost intrested in him really quick....so the emy and i went to matt i keted falling down and was having like asma attacks or somthing but we went anyways i dont really remeber anything at all i rmerb being in matts appt.being sick in his b-room and the being back at the dorm and then going to my room emy walked me back to my room yay for emy....but i was really ill beer is bad bad beer ewwww.....i wish i had my camra for that one it woulf hve been interesting seeing all the things that i dont remeber...

then monday: no we didnt drink....justin came home from chicgo and brought cheese for emy well we, emy justin kim and i all stole around and just took bits off the cheese we ate it all it wa really good...but about half way though our feast we loked at the fat content that was a bad idea 10g of fat an ounce...and their was a a lb was cheese....maybe i dont know for sure...but we def had enough cheese to last us a long time....lol...the later that day we had pizza..mmm...pizza with the green hot sause it was relaly good...mmmm...

remeber somthign from sunday night:
emy was eating hot sause right out of the bottle lol.....
o also i talk to patrick on line when i got back to my room for a long time i dont realyy remeber at all what i said to him besides that i wnated him to come up to vivst and that u needed a hug cause i didnt feel good....o and i asked him if he was dating his x-gf again...he said no....i'm sure that ther was a bucnh more things but i dont remeber that is kinda bad but oh well....

ok well i tryed to make it short lol
Current Mood: drained
Current Music: i dont know it just ended........

4th May 2003

1:44am: drubk
i'm drunk!!! i have more to tell about this weekend but not now cauwe i'm druibk and i need sleep yay for sleep...

juetin i hope that you are having funh in chicogo!!!! i spelled that wrong lol yay for not onow how to spell things lol...
k i'm, done
Current Mood: drunk
Current Music: my bed calling me

2nd May 2003

12:47pm: Yay no more classes!!!
well i seem to be slow when it come to updating my journal cause here it is friday and i'm going to be writing about our adventures last weekend...but hey at least i'am lol....so friday..last weekend we had a bit party and we got matt to drink ayya for matt although he got relaly sick at thr end of the night :( poor matt...but he is up for it again this weekend (yay) so it was all that bad a guess and he had fun...so we were drinking over in richards room for a whilke uintill we found out that justin was up over at kims so we ran over there to "save" him..he was sitting in kims rom all by him self...so we "stole" him and brought hime back to drink with us....we went over to matt appt after that b/c the campus cop people were watching ricahrds window...so we left matts appt was fun tracy ended up comming over for a vivstshe thought that we were being mean to her if we were i'm sorry i dont remeber i was a whole lot of drunk but i'm sorry anyways...so most of what happend their i dont remeber..thanks god for camras we got some crazy pictures they are great lol..matt with his shit off..ricahrd doing the chicken dance..some interesting pics of emy justin and i..we looked...special...then justin had to leave at 12:00 to go back to kim cause hse was off duty...so then we went back to ricahrds room i haev no idea what time it was..but matt cummings was there and i ended up haveing quite the comversation with him ..he is that boy that ronnie know that she like grew up with so he knows her and patrick and a whole bunch of other friedns that i went to high school with it was great...he is a nice boy i jsut wish that we would talk to each other when we were sober lol...emy all this time was taking care of matt poor matt he was very ill..:( but it was his fist time drink so ya know. At least he could get up when he had to pee...lol....then emy matt and ricahrd all crashed in his rom i went back to my room i needed my bed i was going to be ill and i new it and i was a whole lot the next morning and we had to get up at 7:00am it was bad we got bagles on the way ans that helped a little we got to emys house around 12:00 ans there in the drive way was her car!!! yay for cars mine has a friend now we hd to leave him there though cause there is only 2 weekdn left anyways..2 weeks were i dont haev to go to class yay!!!!!!!! so anywho....after the ordeal with paint which i wont get into cause i dont want to...lol...sow then justin and his friend neil got there...so we hung out for a while and played chetch fraze..or somthing like that..cant spell..so then we drank a lot well jusstin and i did emy was still ill and neil just dosent drink alot i think...so justin and i being the stupid drunks that we were desided to watch the ring..and of course neil was there but he wasnt a stupid drunk...just stupid lol j/k...so needless to say we were all huddled up on the couch under a blanket together...i think that the boys were more scared then me it was soooo funny...so after going to sleep..we went to lake placid the next day that was fun i got an adk sticker and we went to eat at the brewery it was good..we ate half a thing of hot sause...we also went to the loj. were emy will be working this summer it was really nice...we alos went geocaching we had to resuce the cach b/c it was water loged....then we had to drive 3 hours home...but it was a whole lot of fun
Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: roswell soundtrack

20th April 2003

7:52pm: Happy Easter/Thanksgiving/New Years!!!
So Easter weekend we went home emy richard and i it was great..the frist night richard sent with fish and emy and i rented movies harry potter of course and abandon and maid in manhatten with was really dumb of course we didnt even really watch the second 2 we were to busy playing games tribond i wasnt to good at it lol...the next day we wne to the mall...and watched a round for a while and vivted the cute puppies and emy saw someone that she knew from high school...werid...we got richard pepis cause for lent that is what he had give up and he said that he was gonne drink it at 12:01 easter morning lol....new years.....so then emy and i played with the goats and feed them chips made smoothies and sat in the sun and waited for richard and fish to get there when they did we had a thanksgiving dinner pumkin pie included....then we colored eggs...some of mine were qiute hidisouse we had the ring egg and the "we can not be seen egg" and the happy thanksgiving egg....it was specail then we tryed to color the chickens with what left over dye that we had...ya that didnt work they were water prof...not fair it look us a long time to ketch them we were running after them all over the yard it was fun lol...then we had to go to church it was the longest mass that i have ever been to it was like 3 hours but we had candles to entirtain us so we begin to melt the plastic cup that was around the candle it was fun...then we got in truble so we had to stop matt wasnt there i was kinda hopping that he was i want ed to see him the night before we talked to him on line and he said that if we got bored to call him and that we could hang out and he gave me his number but ya i never called him lol i dont call people but then the next day i saw him it was weird but i was driving by so it wasnt like i could really talk to him i just yelled out the window and honked the horn...ok so after church we went to the store to get stuff for smores then emy made stuffed mushrooms thye were really good...mmm..i wish that i had more then we made smores outside by the fire that was all sorts of fun it was just like camping lol then fish went home...and richard emy and i watch harry potter...well ricahrd did emy and i fell asleepthe next mornign easter...we got to look for eggs outside...yay my parnets hid 112 plastic ones and like 30 real ones and we found almost all of them it was fun i felt like i was 10 again we also all got baskets with kites emys kite was the only one that worked ricahards and mine were crashing the whole time..stupid kite....the it was time to eat and my mom made richard vennison and i had some it was good..and i can eat meet again lol yay....then we had to go at 3:00 so after we looked for a box for my pinhole camra, looked at some fmaily photos, look at the old camras that my dad had, played with goats, took pictures of the goats, packed the car, said good bye, it was 4:00 so then we had to bring the tapes badk that was when i saw matt...now were back in caz yay for caz...and derek let us brow his george forman so we get to have grilled cheese!! yay for grilled cheese!! yay for Derek!!!
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Sarah Mclachlan- Fear(Roswell soundtrack)

16th April 2003

8:31pm: Schedule time
so i made my schedlue it was perfect but of course classes were full...why does that always happend oh b/c our school is freaking tiny...damn this school..

not only that i have soo much to do drawing of my hands and pine hole camera and self portrat i'm sure that there is like a thousand other things but my brain is so full i cant think of them all....

But put all that aside which is what i have been doing i'm in a good mood go for good moods!!!
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Roswell song!!

15th April 2003

12:33am: damn this job
so working again it feels like it is all that i do...lol....so i'm tlaking to patrick right now imed him go me i got board....so we have a test tomarrow cause of stuid daniel we would have had it thursday cause huge forgot that he said tuesday but no danile was like o you siad that we were going ot have it on tues...damn him...so have you even noticed that if a person changes one thing about himslef he is kinda cute lol...well eddie this boy that i found really anowing cut off his dreads and he isnt that bad looking accully he is really kinda cute but shh dont tell lol....
Current Mood: content
Current Music: whatever is play on our crapy college radio staion

14th April 2003

12:49am: illness
well not anymore but this weekend was so bad i was so ill...i'll get to that in a bit first i had to work all weekend friday and saterday which sucked b/c i didnt get to go to ithica with my friends and eat fried tofu..lol...saterday was better besides the sick part emy richard and i went geocaching we drove all over the county side and tramped through the wood looking for tupper wear contaniers filled with cool things it is great i was looking for a rock for emys justin brother but i couldnt fun one :( we after i got off work at 2 we drank o and watched the last roswell it was great on one died emy and richard!! lol...so we drank and plyed rummy i got drunk really fast for some reason and then i got really sick i think that i passed out on the tolet at some point it was bad..i think that i took a shower lol and then i had to get up at 11 the next day to go to the zoo and the gior that was drving our car ya she was getting lost a lot and she wasnt the best driver...that wasnt hepling my sickness hangover..the zoo was fun though there were a lot of cute animals i felt really bad from them though in their cages they all looked so unhappy :( we wnet to see the ring again..it still scared me alot i couldnt watch much of it lol...matt came with us...the ring derek cant even watch it he is so cute like a littel kid you just wanna pet him lol...or kick him lol...so JUST emy and richard and i are going up to see emys justin brother the weekend after easter weekend it is gonn eb a whole lot of fun..i'm gonna give him that rock that i took from the zoo for him lol....and emy is gonna check out the place that she is gonna work this summer hopefully it isnt like the cabin on the ring lol that would suck hopfully i will have money lol i will have to remeber to save some........
Current Mood: drained
Current Music: "lucky ones" -Bif Naked

12th April 2003

1:37am: weekend RSA
I"M BORAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i'm hungry:( ...do da do da do...only 20 more mins until 2am yay!!!!
Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: nothing :(

11th April 2003

3:38pm: wow three in one day goooo me
ok well now for this weekend it accully hasnt started yet well it kinda has...i get lefted out this weekend it is sad..b/c i have to RSA damn job i hate it!! i dont get to go to ithica with emya dn richard and jacks...i guess it will give me time to get cought up on things ...hahaha..right liek that is gonna happend i'm probably gonna watch tv and still at my compter all day...exciting uh? lol.....and i still hurt form going to the gym...thats right i wne tot the gym go me....it was only once but still it is more then ussale cause ussale is never lol....wow well i cant spell so i'm gonna stop writing now...hopefully rsaing wont suck to much tonight....
Current Mood: grumpy
Current Music: Hallelujah (Shrek) Rufus Wainwright
3:22pm: more current
ok now i'm gonna try and up date on more current things...for one patrick.....i talked to him and for anyone this may not seem like a huge accuplishment but belive me it is...i havent talked to him in like 4 months when our reslationship ended by him just desideing to avoid me and not talk to me anyone and not tell me why wchih anowyed the hell out of me...and not for the past few months he has been on-line he finally got a computer at school....so after a tuesday night drinking fest i talked to him...and i asked him why he stoped talking me and the anwser that i got confused me more then before i think cause it dosent make any sence at all....ok this is what he said that his x-gf called him... and she was tellig him how her mom had re0married and now her mom wasnt talking to her anymore...and this gilr was threating suicied to him...and all this stuff and that the only thing that kepted her sane was him, patrick, and to please give her another change...so he tlaked to her for like 4 hours that night or somthing...so what..is what i though..she was having an issue you talked to her...so what....so then he said that the reason that he didnt call me and tell me that he "talked to her" was b/c he didnt want to hurt my feelings but he ended up doing it anyways and more so by not calling me at all....ok well i was having issues now..i had no idea where he was going wiht this cause it made no sence at all!! so then i basicaly asked him waht about us...and he didnt answer my question he went off on somthing else.....damn boys...i just dont understande them at all i mean there is obosily more to it b/c they way he was telling me it sounded like he stilled liked me when this was all going on so waht has chnaged he know that i'm not made at him that i dont hate him.....i jsut thinked that he lied to me again....it isnt like it would be the fist time that patrick has lied to me...but oh well thats has passed but at least we are talking now...i missed that most of all i think..the hours and hours that we spent talking about absoultly nothing...but we spent the whole laughting about whatever it was that we were talking about...
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: "My Immortal" Evanescence
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